Nicole is a writer and correspondent to PARANORMAL UNDERGROUND MAGAZINE (PUG) and also writes for LET'S TALK MAGAZINE. She's written several articles on topics such as, classifications of ghosts and hauntings, paranormal trends, children and the paranormal, etc. She's written cover article features on the RMS Queen Mary, Preston Castle and most recently on the Glen Tavern Inn and Hotel Del Coronado for her new PUG column titled "West Coast Ghosts." The column will explore the history and paranormal tapestry of many West Coast haunted sites. Nicole has recently contributed to ENTHRALLED MAGAZINE with her article "Tips for Nonfiction Writers."
RMS Queen Mary: A Spirited Ship
RMS Queen Mary
A Spirited Ship by Nicole Strickland
There are very few ships still in existence that compare to the innate beauty and rich history of the RMS Queen Mary. The RMS Queen Mary is perhaps, the most legendary liner to ever sail the oceans. A testament to British shipbuilding, the Mary is currently moored in Long Beach, California, where it has ebbed and flowed with the tide since 1967. I have been conducting both historical and paranormal research on the Queen Mary for 15 years. I have been able to investigate many popular and highly traveled areas on the ship. When I step aboard the ship’s decks, I am instantly entranced by her innate beauty, innocent aura and historical significance.
The task of building the RMS Queen Mary represented a brave and elusive responsibility, especially in the early 1930s, as she was to be the biggest, quickest and most luxurious liner ever constructed. With design concepts commencing in 1926, It came at a time when there was fierce competition between ship building companies in Britain, Germany, Italy and the United States. Cunard’s elderly trio of express liners, Mauritania, Aquitania and Berengaria, were eventually replaced by the Mary and her running mate, the RMS Queen Elizabeth.
For its time period, John Brown & Company, Ltd. was probably the most established shipyard on the planet. Its origins began in Glascow in 1847. It carried a strong reputation for building reliable passenger vessels, many for the Cunard line, as well as battleships and large liners for other companies. In 1871, the renowned company moved to the Barns o’ Clyde (Clydebank) and in 1899, John Brown and Company, Ltd., a Sheffield steel maker, took over the previous shipyard and held the construction of the legendary Queen Mary entirely in its hands.
Completely built, the Queen Mary was equipped with many public rooms and facilities to cater to each passenger. Art Deco-inspired, she was equipped with Sports, Sun, Promenade, Main and A-H Decks. She had 27 public rooms, 21 elevators, three restaurants, a ball room, gymnasium, hair and beauty salons, a Turkish bath and two pools, a garage, mailing processing areas, two cargo holds, three children’s playrooms, a chapel and synagogue, writing and drawing rooms, two libraries, three lounges, three smoking rooms, a shopping area, isolation wards and a completely functioning hospital. Furthermore, her machinery was nothing less than pure engineering excellence. In fact, 56 different varieties of woods from all over the world were utilized for the ship’s interior rooms. The Queen Mary’s utilization of this material was so ubiquitous, that she was given the name, “The Ship of Beautiful Woods.”
September 26, 1934 marked the official day of the RMS Queen Mary’s launching. More than 200,000 eager people came to watch her meet the waters. Children even had a day off of school to witness this majestic event. No one knew the ship’s new title. Interestingly, there were 101 suggested titles for Job 534. People assumed the liner would be named Queen Victoria and keep up with the tradition of titles ending in “ia.” However, as H.M. Queen Mary cut the satin cord and crashed a bottle of Australian wine against the ship’s bow, she said, “I am happy to name this ship, Queen Mary.” She went on to say, “I wish success to her and to all who sail in her.”
The Queen Mary began her maiden voyage as a luxury cruise liner on May 27, 1936, completing successful pre-WWII and post-WWII round trip voyages from Southampton to New York City. Many notable people, such as business moguls, entertainers and actors, have traveled aboard the Queen Mary. While sailing on the Queen Mary, passengers had the opportunities to exchange viewpoints, political beliefs and ideas, while further enjoying various amenities catering to a broad range of interests. Furthermore, Art-Deco brilliance can still be seen throughout its inner walls. Even in retirement, the Queen Mary historic ship still remains as popular as she was the day she sailed.
The Blue Riband is a prestigious prize given to a passenger ship with the fastest crossing on the Atlantic Ocean. The Queen Mary attained this accolade twice during her luxury ocean liner years. In August of 1936, three months after the ship’s maiden voyage, the Queen Mary took the coveted Blue Riband prize from the Normandie, as she posted impressive quick times, both ways on the same transatlantic route. After a stint in dry dock to receive adjustments and brand new propellers and on her 48th round-trip voyage, the Queen Mary won back the admired prize in August of 1938. She completed the 2,907-mile westward journey in three days, 21 hours and 48 minutes, at an impressive rate of 30.99 knots The Mary held onto this accolade for the next fourteen years, until the S.S. United States achieved it in 1952.
Arduous times lay ahead for the RMS Queen Mary. On August 30, 1939, the Queen Mary anxiously sailed from Southampton to New York, as war was nearly imminent. In September of 1939, war was officially declared between Britain and Germany, ultimately placing the Queen Mary in a precarious situation. Both the RMS Queen Mary and her sister liner, RMS Queen Elizabeth, were therefore requisitioned for service in World War II. In March of 1940, the British Government informed Cunard that the Queen Mary would be outfitted for troopship duties, lasting the length of combat. In fact, due to the liner’s fast speeds, she was able to carry numerous servicemen from all walks of life to and from their destinations. Adolf Hitler even had a ripe award of $250,000 out to any skipper who could sink the massive liner. Of course, Hitler’s plan never succeeded, as The Grey Ghost consistently outsmarted the enemy. The ship’s crew and servicemen should be remembered for their diligence in keeping its hull and inner walls afloat.
The RMS Queen Mary, alongside her sister ship, the RMS Queen Elizabeth, have contributed to the World War II allied forces in so many unimaginable ways. Prime Minister, Sir Winston Churchill said, “Built for the arts of peace and to link the old world with the new, the Queens challenged the fury of Hitlerism in the battle of the Atlantic. Without their aid, the day of final victory must have unquestionably been postponed.”
The RMS Queen Mary’s sailing success was not without tragedy, as the liner nearly endured her end of days while sailing the oceans. The worst tragedy occurred on October 2, 1942 as the Queen Mary was making her way across the oceans. She accidentally struck her World War I British escort ship, the HMS Curacoa, as both ships were involved in a mandatory zigzag motion to avoid obliteration by the enemy. Tragically, over 300 Curacoan sailors drowned as a result of the accident. Unfortunately, due to strict Navy orders, the Queen Mary could not stop to rescue the surviving men. All she could do was throw out life preservers for men to use as a floatation device. The Curacoa met the bottom of the ocean within five minutes. Tragically, many of its sailors' phantom calls for help can still be heard to this day in the R Deck Forward area of the ship.
The Mary once again evaded disaster when she sailed into Trinidad to refuel. A German submarine sailed into Trinidad and actually sunk two idling vessels. If the Mary had not received an urgent coded message to leave port and alter her route, she, too, would have met her demise at the bottom of the ocean. In 1941, both sister liners traveled through the hot climates of the Indian Ocean and Red Sea without air-conditioning. The lower decks would reach a stifling triple digit temperature. Therefore, numerous men suffered physical ailments brought on by the oppressive heat. Arguments and gang warfare consistently transpired.
The Mary, once again, encountered two more near catastrophic events. German and Italian spies uncovered the Mary’s whereabouts and transmitted this information to U-boats situated off the Brazilian coast. Once again, with luck on her side, allied forces intercepted the message and changed the ship’s route. An oil tanker was obliterated as it departed the port at the exact time the Queen Mary was scheduled to leave the port. Averting tragedy, the ship commenced her 3,300-mile venture to Cape Town in March of 1942.
Then, as the Queen Mary rapidly pushed onto South Africa, a life-threatening fire erupted on B Deck, just underneath the liner’s bridge. This two-hour flame fest was ignited by faulty electrical insulation. As the smoke and flames reached the bridge, every crewman performed his duties perfectly. Thus, no one was mandated to abandon ship. Once again, the Queen Mary prevailed.
Post World War II, the RMS Queen Mary returned to luxury as an extravagant vessel, where many people could relax, vacation and enjoy her ornate and gorgeous ambience, as well as the abundance of onboard activities. As previously mentioned, quite a few celebrity names have touched upon her decks during her reigning days on the seas. Long Beach, California has been the Queen Mary’s docked home since 1967. Thousands of visitors flock from all over the world each year to visit the RMS Queen Mary in Southern California.
The RMS Queen Mary is equipped to fulfill the curiosity of many people, from children to elderly adults. She is loaded with many attractions, shops and various dining options. The Queen is home to annual events, various tours and a variety of ongoing and seasonal attractions. She has a variety of gift and souvenir stores that cater to those who love to shop. For those who love art, the ship still houses some of her original Art-Deco pieces. She also features great sightseeing views from her Promenade and Sun Deck areas. The ship wouldn’t be Queen without featuring award-winning restaurants, gratifying the pickiest of eaters. The Mary is quite the entertainer, as she has even been home to various television and movie productions. There is even a great hotel onboard for those who want to spend the night on the Queen. Passengers have the option of staying on A deck, B deck or M deck. There are many different cabins available ranging from small twin bed cabins to luxurious first class staterooms.
Today, the Queen Mary is noted as the 6th most haunted location on our planet. Considering her history, it is no wonder why she has this statistic. There are some theories for why the liner has so much spiritual energy. History and the paranormal share a deep kinship. Ghosts and spirits seem to be attracted to places that have experienced a lot of emotion, tragedy and death. There seems to be a connection between sentimental states and psychokinetic energy. Scientifically, water is a natural conductor for electricity and the ship sits in a body of water. Furthermore, she has elements that contain spiritual energy, such as quartz, iron and bronze. Inanimate objects, such as antiques and personal belongings, may also explain why a location becomes paranormally active. The Queen Mary holds numerous artifacts and original furniture pieces. It is theorized that some energies are attached to a particular object. Places that contain portals and vortexes are also known to house ghostly energy. Portals and vortexes are kind of difficult to explain and understand. Generally speaking, a portal allows spirits to travel from the living world to the spiritual world. Think of it like a bridge connecting two planes of existence. You guessed it: the Mary is said to house at least one portal in the women’s changing room, located in the former first and third class pool. Additionally, the ship seems to have some kind of psychokinetic influence where visitors from all over the world project their emotions and excitement on the ship. In my opinion, I do believe that there are other, more elusive reasons as to why the Mary is so paranormally active. Perhaps, the mortal world is not meant to understand them.
People experience many different types of ghostly energy on the ship. There are numerous visual sightings of apparitions and shadow figures. Individuals experience disembodied voices, cold spots and many personal accounts of the paranormal. There seems to be an equal amount of both residual and intelligent spiritual energy. In my experience aboard the vessel, and having investigated numerous locations throughout California and even out-of-state, I believe that the Queen Mary is the most active location I have ever researched. The historic ship is a mecca for paranormal researchers and a huge capacitor for spiritual energy. As moths are to a flame, spirits are to the Queen Mary!
Since I have been investigating the ship for so many years, I have been able to develop a rapport with some of its resident intelligent energies. There is one little spirit that I want to discuss in particular. Her name is Jackie. There are many theories attempting to understand her origins; however, no one really knows where she comes from. I will say that there is no forensic evidence that proves a little female child by the name Jackie passed away on the ship. None. With that said, it leaves many of us with questions about her: Was she a stowaway that somehow got lost aboard the ship? Was the name “Jackie” a middle name suggesting why she wasn’t recognized in the passenger manifests? Did she ever travel the RMS Queen Mary with parents and other siblings? Or, was her dad one of the many servicemen fighting for freedom during World War II? Has she come through one of the alleged portals? Is she somehow the Queen Mary’s innocent voice? Has Jackie been chosen to be the Queen Mary’s spiritual ambassador? These questions and a lot more, are ones that investigators and researchers have tried to answer.
Even though she displays typical childlike tendencies, I do believe that Jackie is a highly evolved spirit that has many ethereal duties on the Queen Mary. I have had numerous personal accounts with her, as well as captured evidence of her introducing herself as “Jackie.” She loves to interact with guests and is highly talkative. I have had the honor of seeing her spirit twice in the former first and third class pool, where she is most commonly experienced.
Visitors can have a ghostly encounter in any area of the ship. Many people report the phantom smell of strong cigar smoke right outside British Prime Minister, Winston Churchill’s suite. There have been reports of disembodied conversations and screams on various decks. The Queen Mary’s curious ghosts also like to knock on passenger doors and walls throughout. Phantom footsteps, sounds, smells and voices can be heard from anywhere on the ship. You name the ghost and the Queen Mary most likely has it. For ghost seekers alike, the Queen has various paranormal tours, where passengers can embark on the ship’s paranormal hot spots.
The RMS Queen Mary isn’t just a ship, she’s a legend: a legend with a beautiful spiritual aura. She definitely speaks of a nostalgic and bygone era. There were many people from different walks of life who traveled the oceans on the Queen. The RMS Queen Mary has navigated folks who might not see the next day’s beautiful sunrise all the way to those folks who saturated themselves in her luxury and extravagance. Thus, the ship is home to various impressions left from her former crew and passengers, some who are still trying to find their way home. Her inherent beauty, nostalgic character and abounding history will remain in the heart and soul of her visitors forever.
For more information about the RMS Queen Mary, you can visit her website at http://www.queenmary.com or you can call her directly at (562) 435-3511. You can also visit my website, www.spiritedqueenmary.com
The History and Hauntings of Ione, California’s Legendary Landmark
As a passionate history buff and paranormal researcher, I have my “Top 10 Places I Want to Visit” list always at the forefront. When Tim Ferry of the Preston Castle Spirits Team officially invited me to speak about the RMS Queen Mary at the castle’s 3rd Annual Benefit ParaCon, I was able to achieve one of my personal lifelong goals of visiting Ione, California’s beautifully iconic Preston School of Industry (Preston Castle). Having driven from San Diego for the conference, Ali Schreiber, her friend Natalie and I inched closer to our Northern California destination in the late afternoon hours of August 27, 2017 completely in awe of the serene beauty of the area’s rolling hills and sporadic trees. Once we arrived with our hearts beating wild with anticipation, we were finally able to see a glimpse of the castle’s bell tower as it ominously rose high above the grounds. “There it is!” Ali exclaimed as butterflies swirled about our stomachs.
After a short stint driving through the charming town of Ione, we came upon the majestic hill that houses Preston Castle, one of the most picturesque and exquisitely constructed buildings I have ever seen. It was almost as if its expansive historical narrative flashed before my eyes – and soul – as we stood there staring at the unforgettable structure in total amazement at the thousands of stories seeping through its walls.
There are certain nostalgic edifices standing today that continue to share their historical tapestry via the veils of time. Preston Castle is one of those sites, with its soul brimming with energy and desire to keep its past pulsating in the present. The castle has a mysterious and uncanny way of drawing people into its allure. When I initially glimpsed it stoically standing upon its stately hill, I was overcome with emotion as tears of happiness and sadness poured down my face. In that memory-engrained moment, I thought about the thousands of individuals who perused its walls, some who sadly didn’t make it out alive and perhaps, continue to spiritually reside there in the present.
The construction of the Preston School of Industry commenced in the 1890s with final completion in 1894. It started as a progressive action for reforming and rehabilitating troubled youth and juvenile offenders ranging from the ages of eight to 21-years-old. On June 13, 1894, the first seven wards were allowed to reside at the facility with its official opening occurring on July 1st of the same year. During this time, some boys would go to Folsom or San Quentin prisons. Now, you have to consider how crimes back in those days vastly differed from the more cynical offenses of today. For example, a boy by the name of William “Billy” Banning was sentenced to eight years of confinement at the facility for merely stealing Camellias out of a woman’s yard! Then, there were boys committing other misdeeds, such as escape or physically injuring – or murdering staff members, as you will read more about in the coming paragraphs. Historical records note that the Whittier State School, later known as the Fred C. Nelles Youth Correctional Facility in Whittier, opened first and had an administration building that nearly matched that of Preston Castle. Sadly, a fire erupted and gutted the facility and it was then demolished in 1920, leaving Preston Castle as the last remaining youth correctional edifice in California.
Tragically, during the years when the Depression ran rampant, some younger males were literally dropped off at Preston as their families were not able to afford taking care of them. When the majestic site was built, it initially accommodated wards along with staff and management. At its height, the Preston School of Industry had 1,000 acres. Once it grew, the main building purely served administrative purposes with its rooms re-purposed to allow for changing needs.
I have to sincerely thank both Preston Castle Spirits’ team members Ryan Mick and Anna Fantasia for taking the time out of their busy schedules during the ParaCon to give me an overview history lesson on the castle. Their knowledge of Preston’s historical narrative is nothing short of impressive and admirable. As Anna guided me through its museum currently situated in the administration section, I was amazed at all the ways the Preston School of Industry aided these boys in military style by teaching them how to learn new trades and be self-sufficient. Furthermore, Anna Fantasia went into detail regarding the administration building, which is where the superintendents and staff worked and ate. She also mentioned that the annex was constructed for the care and housing of the boys, erected four years after the castle officially opened its doors. Many of the early Preston Castle artifacts are on display in the museum. Once you lay eyes on these items, you get a better idea of what life was like for the boys at the historical landmark.
The castle prided itself on the “self-governance” idea where boys, who possessed heightened intelligence and a decent attitude, were awarded more freedom. The Honor Cottages were used for the well-behaved wards, those who were getting ready for parole and working towards completing their trade school education. Once outside Preston, these particular boys could seek employment.
With the exception of those who attempted escape, the boys lived in cottages according to their specified trade and spent ½ day in class and the other ½ attending to their learned skills. All in all, there were about fifteen to twenty crafts the residents could choose from. These included agriculture, farming, cooking, clothes and shoe-making, carpentry, among others. Anna Fantasia pointed out a unique tidbit of history while she explained some of the remaining artifacts that are still on display today inside Preston’s museum: the bottom of the boys’ shoes had an arrow, so the staff was able to distinguish the direction a ward was walking or running by the shoe imprints on the ground. I also learned that a few celebrities, such as Merle Haggard, stayed at the institution. Haggard came to Preston for auto theft back in 1954.
Tragically, at least twenty-three wards were known to have passed away at the Preston School of Industry. Four were fatally shot while attempting escape and two staff members were murdered, one of which was Anna Corbin, the head housekeeper. Her body was found in a room adjacent to her office, which houses the plunge bath / disinfecting pool. Two wards were shot and killed on the Preston property and the other two passed away off the property quite far from the school. Many of the deceased wards are buried in nearby cemeteries. Sadly, we didn’t have a chance to visit these cemeteries as we were only there for a couple of days. When I travel for next year’s conference, I will make sure to spend a day paying my respects to the wards as they eternally rest near the castle.
Some people say that Anna Corbin’s spirit lingers in the castle; however, after visiting the location, I do believe that she has forgiven her assailant(s). I do not believe that she is “stuck” or remains earthbound. I strongly feel that she may visit the building from time to time mainly to ethereally see and look after its premises. What’s even more heartbreaking is how the sensationalized television shows not only get some historical facts inaccurate but also exploit the deaths that occurred at Preston Castle, notably Anna Corbin’s unfortunate demise.
One of the most striking pieces of historical narrative concerning Preston Castle has to do with Superintendent Dr. Edward Stephen O’Brien and his tyrannical reputation as being abusive toward the male wards. Sadly, this oppressive rule lasted throughout many ensuing years even after the departure of O’Brien. Any person who inflicts harm on another individual will meet his or her eventual karma. Even though this negativity literally reigned at Preston Castle for so many years, it is important for those to remember the inherent good that this facility did for these boys.
In the 1940s, the architect determined that the castle was no longer safe in the event of a fire or an earthquake. Thus, it was recommended that everyone leave its confines and have a continuation of the Preston School of Industry assembled on its expansive land. By 1955, all of the wards were out of the castle and many of them constructed nearby honor cottages on the surrounding terrain. Then, in 1960, the last two departments left and the castle was closed as it was slated for demolition. People from town and local areas came in and took items from the castle, such as wainscoting, slate roofs, etc – which is why water was pouring in and left a debris shoot. Two women, Mrs. Caup and Mrs. Winter, took up the charge to save the castle and managed to make it one of California's National Landmarks. The governor signed paperwork to have the castle remain standing and not be demolished. The stipulation was that if it fell of its own accord, people could not repair it. The historical society continues the renovation process; thus, lessening the chances of it falling into disrepair.
As we know, history and the paranormal share a deep kinship. You really cannot have a lot of supernatural activity without a lot of historical chronicles. Many people who have visited Preston over the years have remarked that it seems to be alive with energy. Of course, throughout the years, I have heard about the many claims of spiritual activity at the castle from those who have visited its premises. Now that I have officially been able to set foot inside its confines, I do believe that the building is paranormally active. In my opinion, I do feel that there is a mixture of residual or psychically imprinted energy as well as intelligent ethereal entities that are curiously inclined and desire to communicate with the living. Guests can experience a wide range of ghostly encounters, ranging from visual sightings, disembodied vocalizations, orb activity and other occurrences involving the olfactory and tactile senses. According to the Castle Spirits Team, the smells of pipe smoke and freshly baked warm apple pie can infiltrate the rooms at any given moment. Guests have also been caressed and/or have had their clothing tugged on by unseen hands. Furthermore, paranormal researchers and visitors are able to capture Class A EVP and disembodied vocalizations on their audio or video recorders.
During August 27th’s evening ghost investigation, our particular group captured an intelligent disembodied voice up in the infirmary. On our way up to Northern California, Ali came up with a brilliant idea to buy comic books to utilize as a trigger object during our research. Back in those early days, the boys didn’t have televisions at their finger tips, so they most likely read various comic books. As Ali walked around and placed a book on each hospital bed, she echoed the words, “We hope you enjoy these.” About two seconds after she said those words, I audibly heard a male voice say “thank you.” I mentioned this to the other people in our group as well as our wonderful docents and no one else heard the words. One of the Castle Spirits Team members was recording audio in the vicinity of where I heard the “thank you” and was able to capture the response; thus, indicating an audible voice phenomenon or disembodied voice. While situated in the infirmary, I saw a full-bodied apparition near one of the hospital beds. Not able to make out any facial features, I did notice that this entity was wearing black pants and a white shirt. Was this the apparition that audibly thanked Ali for the comic books?
When we were down in the basement area conducting our vigil and experimentation, Ali and I both saw humanoid shadow forms moving about the location. It almost resembled the scene at Waverly Hills Sanatorium, which is known for its shadow form phenomena. We even heard disembodied vocalizations coming from the vicinity of our visual sightings. Furthermore, we had some intriguing encounters while conducting a collective ITC (Instrumental Trans Communication) session in the kitchen area. Intuitively, I kept sensing the presence of a boy who wanted to communicate with the group. Several times, we heard the name “Paul” and “Paulie” emanate from a Radio Shack Hack AM/FM scanner designed to be used as a ghost box.
The Preston School of Industry retired its doors in 1960 when the management moved into new structures. With its expansive land still in use today, the Preston Youth Authority closed in 2011. The main building then existed as vacant and fell into ruins until good news was received on September 10, 2001. You see, the Preston Castle Foundation garnered a fifty-year lease for the property. Furthermore, the building has also achieved its title as a California State Historical Landmark #867 as well as being listed on the National Register of Historic Places.
For more information about the Preston School of Industry, please visit http://www.prestoncastle.com/index.html
Tulpas and Thought Projections
Tulpas and Thought Projections – How They Influence the Paranormal Research Field
I realize that the topics in this article may be controversial; however, they’re vitally important to discuss. In the paranormal research field, there seems to be a shift toward believing that malevolent energy constitutes the majority of spiritual beings. Personally, I don’t agree with this notion and I strongly believe that tulpas and/or thought projections are to blame for the majority of alleged “demonic” cases. In other words, these terms denote a physical materialization of a thought eventually resulting in a formation of beings or objects. The term “tulpa” is a Tibetan word, meaning “emanation” or “manifestation,” which describes a form of thought projection. For example, the Shangri-La or fictional earthly paradise full of mysticism and harmony, as described in James Hilton’s novel Lost Horizon, is a prime example of a “tulpified” location, where constant thought about it has practically caused it to come to life. In order to power the tulpa, a person has to spend much time to the thought he or she is forming in his or her mind. The more attentiveness to it, the more it will generate energy and life. The whole notion of malevolent energy and demonic beings are in a sense, one huge tulpa that has gained more energy through the years. It makes me think of the ripple effect and how it can pervasively spread unwanted anger and hate into the world. Now that the paranormal field is acquiring more of a spot in mainstream culture and society, we are seeing this particular phenomenon exponentially powered – thus, further manifesting itself, just as a tumble weed blowing in the wind.
By writing this article, I am not stipulating that negative energies don’t exist; I just don’t believe or put much stock into the current belief that most of the spiritual energy is malevolent. There is just too much inherent good in the world for that and we’ve all heard the saying that “love conquers evil.” If the paranormal community at large starts to focus less on the concept of extremely negative beings, I do believe that the tulpa’s power will lessen. Sadly, it’s being propelled not only by a person’s belief, but by mainstream media, such as the supernatural-themed television shows. Unfortunately, these programs are strongly confusing people by showcasing how spiritual energy is mostly wicked and cruel. Furthermore, these widely distributed television ensembles do little to advance the paranormal research discipline – thus, earning them the moniker of “para-tainment.” Hollywood has further ignited the tulpa due to its numerous films about spiritual entities attacking humans. Although these movies are essentially made for entertainment, they misconceive those who watch them, leading these individuals to believe that the supernatural should be feared – once again, the tulpa is charged.
This aspect is causing widespread problems in the paranormal research field. The tulpa is being propelled by a number of other factors. For example, we are seeing an influx of demonologists whose main goal is to study these alleged malicious beings. The question that I have is, “Do we really need all of these demon-studying individuals, especially when the majority of alleged evil beings is mostly caused by the mind’s concentrated thought projections?" This is no offense to those studying the occult or demonic energy; my main point is to relay that we should strive toward a core understanding of the origins of thought projections and tulpas – by doing so, we will start to gain an awareness of the true composition of those alleged beings we once thought existed - the true composition being that of a mind-concentrated thought.
Furthermore, this problem is causing teams to receive many paranormal research requests from those who believe they have a malevolent entity in their home or business. Perhaps, if society in general didn’t highly focus on these hateful tulpa-fixed energies and therefore instilling fear in people, then we would see less of these particular case requests – and thus, have more time to devote to those investigation requests with genuine paranormal phenomena. In other words, ghost researchers around the world need to spend more time educating humanity about the consequences of these tulpas and generated thought formations and projections. Additionally, the more powered this specific tulpa is, the more it will influence certain religions that already have a belief that ghosts and spirits are malevolent. While striving to avoid disrespect of someone’s religion, it is also critically important to help prohibit certain religious beliefs that are caused by something that isn’t actually real. In other words, if a certain faith is influenced by something that is tulpa-created, it could cause superfluous and polluting issues for that particular type of dogma.
We all have our own personal “demons” or baggage to contend with. It’s vitally important that we recognize the signs of projecting our own issues onto the environment. As a defense mechanism, it is sometimes easier to project or displace our personal problems onto someone else. As a veteran paranormal researcher, I am noticing that people are also blaming some of their own individual issues on the paranormal, instead of dealing with them head-on. By doing so, some of these folks are making it seem that the ghost in their house is responsible for their emotional or mental issues. Now, in rare cases, this can be the result of some type of spiritual possession, but then again, this is rare. When an investigating team acquires a case request regarding this problem, it is a delicate process to weave through. Generally speaking, the San Diego Paranormal Research Society does not take on any cases where a preponderance of evidence suggests that personal, emotional and/or mental issues are the hallmark problem. With these types of requests, we urge clients to seek medical help as combining paranormal research with a legitimate physical or psychological problem could pose serious consequences for the individual. It is for this reason why I strongly support supernatural researchers further educating themselves in medicine, psychology, abnormal psychology, sociology, etc., as it will help them to recognize when the dilemma is originated by external factors other than ghostly phenomena.
There needs to be more study devoted to the differences between negative entities versus actual malevolent beings. In my opinion, these are two words that should be separated as they do denote two separate meanings. The San Diego Paranormal Research Society has differentiated these two types of energies by applying definitions for them. Negative energies or lower level entities comprise the spiritual makeup of once living individuals who were innately mean or lived an unhappy life. In ghostly form, these particular earthbound units showcase themselves to mortal beings just as they would when they were of body: gruff, mean, territorial, etc. Now, true malevolent entities are theorized to be non-human creatures with the intent to harm the living. There are telltale signs of the presence of these organisms, which directly affect the person(s) they’re after. For example, those dealing with an authentic malevolent haunting may experience a plethora of unwanted situations – odd sulfur-aroma smells, changes in personality or health, a sense of impending doom, strong psychokinetic (PK) interference, odd animal behavior, etc. As paranormal researchers, it is our duty to educate people about the differences between these two types of spiritual beings; by doing so, we will help to prevent the undesired consequences that accompany a misconception about them. Furthermore, this will help stop the tulpa from gaining more life-sustaining energy.
In modern day society, we are at a crossroads in regards to paranormal research. Collectively, we can go down the path to forwarding and advancing the field for the betterment of humanity or we can go down the other path that will, eventually cripple its foundation. Learning more about tulpas and thought projections is significantly imperative to the survival of supernatural field research. It is for this reason why I highly believe that both terms should be included in the classification list of ghosts and hauntings.
The Spiritual Bond between Humans and Animals
Endless Love: The Spiritual Bond between Humans and Animals
by Nicole Strickland
There is an unspoken and inherent bond between humans and their animals, an eternal connection that exists forever and even grows stronger when physical death knocks at the door. One of life’s ultimate cruelties, having to say goodbye to a furry loved one is indeed, one of the most difficult experiences to endure. Even though mortal beings eventually transition from the physical plane, the true essence of their spirited soul remains. This is a concept that I have known for a long time; however, with the 2016 passing of my cat, Max Montgomery Strickland, I gained a further awareness of its actuality.
I am writing this article to connect with those who are going through the heart-wrenching time of saying goodbye to a dearly loved furry friend. All animal lovers can relate to and empathize with anyone who is going through the physical loss of a beloved animal. When Max passed away, I thought that my world would completely end forever. After a few days of complete and utter sadness and dejection, something beautiful happened: I started to feel peace enter my soul, a start to accepting Max’s passing. It’s extremely hard to put this into words, but I started to feel Max alive in my heart and soul. I started to feel him with me at all times, a feeling that slowly, but surely, overpowered the extreme grief. Of course, I miss his physical self, but I find solace in knowing that his vibrant energy and majestic soul are eternally present in mine.
I do believe that many, if not all animals, can communicate to us when they depart this mortal plane. In the majority of cases, we hear of paranormal incidences with cats, dogs and horses. It would make sense seeing as though they are among the most popular animals to have. However, I think there is more to the equation. I strongly believe that it is due to their expansive intelligence and innately intuitive nature. We can experience ghostly encounters with our adored animals in the same way that we can with our dearly loved friends or family members. Whether it’s an apparitional sighting, a disembodied vocalization or footstep, an olfactory sensation or cold spot, paranormal occurrences with pets and humans are similar across the board.
In my 41 years on this earth, I have not ever had the magnitude of spiritual experiences with any of my animals until I came into contact with my cat, Max. I adopted Max and his sister, Kayli Strickland, after the devastating 2003 San Diego, California Cedar Fires, the firestorm that engulfed the majority of the city in smoke and flames. At their tender three-months-of age, I fell in love with Max and Kayli the moment I first laid eyes on them. I even remember Kayli reaching out her paw and Max looking at me with intent green eyes when I walked up to their temporary home in a local Petco. Words cannot definitely explain this, but it was the start of that unspeakable and everlasting bond that I mentioned in my words above. An endless union that not even death could interfere with.
In 2016, I had to take Max into our community’s veterinarian due to an eye infection known as conjunctivitis. While Max was there, his doctor listened to his cardiac and pulmonary functions and it was then that I received the news that he had a heart murmur. A murmur does not necessarily mean that there is heart disease present; however, it can indicate that something more serious is going on. The following day, I took Max to a specialist to get a cardiac ultrasound or echocardiogram of the heart. Just like the wildfire overwhelming San Diego thirteen years prior, I was then engulfed with the tragic news that no animal lover wants to hear: Max had cardiomyopathy, an acquired and often hereditary physical ailment. As tears swept down my despondent face, the doctor reassured me that medication could help treat the disease and keep Max alive for many years to come. Needless to say, I drove home with a mixture of reassurance, anxiety and anger.
Max was on beta blockers for a few days to help manage his cardiac functions. On the fourth night, I noticed that his heart and breathing rate were extremely high. My mom and I then rushed him to the emergency hospital, perhaps, the most terrifying time that I have ever had to experience. After a few minutes, the veterinarian came out to talk to us and relayed that Max may have had a reaction to the beta blockers or more seriously, he may have experienced going into heart failure. Thus, he had to undergo some more tests, taking the total time of about an hour. At about the 60-minute mark, I heard the song Endless Love playing on the ceiling’s radio speakers. Being of no coincidence, it was then that I saw the doctor’s forlorn facial expression as he came out to brief my mom and I. No words needed to be relayed as I knew the tragic words we were about to hear: tragically, it was the latter and Max was going into cardiac failure.
Max stayed overnight so he could be monitored and receive the oxygen that he so desperately needed. The following day, my mom and I went to see him and it was then that his attending doctor conveyed that nothing more could be done. My whole world collapsed and my soul was stabbed with anger, sadness and hopelessness. I must say that the veterinarians catering to Max were relentless in their treatment of him, as they tried everything to help prolong his beautiful life. After a 45-minute consultation with the medical staff, I was hit with the decision to either keep him on life support or allow him his rite of passage to peacefully transition to the stars. Of course, I chose the latter as it would have been completely selfish to keep him alive in the condition he was in. It was his time and I did everything I could to honor it.
The registered veterinarian technician then took us into a room, a location that I never wanted to see again in my life. Max was lying on a table with an oxygen mask surrounding his face. Placing my arms around him, I told Max how much I loved him and echoed the following words, “Max, my prince and golden boy, I love you so much and our bond will last forever. Always and forever. You will always be a part of my heart and soul. Endless love, baby. I love you.” As I saw the needle responsible for delivering the medication to commence his transition, I kept telling Max how much I loved him and held him until he breathed his last breath and crossed the Rainbow Bridge. When that time came, he had such a peaceful look to his face and body. They then wrapped a paw-printed blanket around Max as they brought him into a serene private room where my mom and I had some time to be alone with him. I must say that this was a very therapeutic experience as it gave us some time to say goodbye.
With death, comes the departure of the physical body and only the physical body. Death cannot touch the soul or energy of our animals. It is my belief that the bonds we have with our beloved pets grow even stronger in spirit. In fact, the night I came home from the veterinary emergency hospital after Max’s passing, I heard his meow in my bedroom as I was getting ready for much needed sleep. His vocalization was so loud and clear as if he was reassuring me that he was at peace in heaven’s pastures. It was later that same night when I felt Max breathing underneath my hand as I rested in bed. I couldn’t help but think that his ethereal inhalations were representative of a new life beyond the ethers. Then, in one of my often lucid dreams, I saw Max sitting right in front of me as he wrapped his front legs around me. Needless to say, I woke up with complete serenity.
In the days and months that followed, I continued to encounter his angelic spirit many times and in many special ways. Almost on a daily basis, I hear Max’s meow, sometimes several times in a row. I have both seen him partially or fully manifest before my eyes. On many nights and mornings, I will tangibly feel him jump up on my bed and curl up beside my warm body.
Since his passing, Kayli and I have grown infinitely closer. On many occasions, I will even see her big green eyes morph into those of her brother. She has become so much more affectionate since that fateful February night at 4:44 pm when Max evolved into spirit. It’s almost as if he continues to live through his sister. Intriguingly, when I first adopted Max and Kayli, I created the nickname of “KayliMax,” not yet aware of how profound that moniker would be in the years to come.
Now, I have pondered why I haven’t had as many of these spiritual experiences with my other fur babies who have crossed the Rainbow Bridge. Perhaps, Max and I were destined to have such a close soulful relationship, a woven tapestry of pure cosmic love and connection. Maybe we had past lives together, with fate bringing us together in this lifetime. My mind can speculate all day, yet there may be elusive reasons for why Max and I are so intrinsically connected. Maybe it’s something that is not intended to be explained but to only be experienced.
I was utterly devastated when Max transitioned. I felt my soul being ripped apart; however, it was slowly pieced back together when I accepted his passing and undeniably realized that he further became a part of my soul. I know it’s hard to not have our furry babies’ physical presence with us, but you will find everlasting solace in knowing that their spirit is always with us. Once we come to terms with this, we will feel peace permeate our soul.
Written by Nicole Strickland, San Diego Paranormal Research Society
Copyright Nicole Strickland and Paranormal Underground Magazine.
Ghost & Haunting Classifications
Ghost & Haunting Classifications
by Nicole Strickland
Man has had an innate interest in the afterlife since the dawning of time. Exploring the unknown is a passion for many paranormal researchers who continue their quest into the supernatural realm. Picture yourself standing on a mile long sandy beach. Then, pick up a small handful of sand. You see, this tiny handful constitutes what we know about the vast field of the supernatural. What's left on the beach remains elusive; perhaps, those living in the mortal realm will figure out the rest of the puzzle once they transition into spirit.
For years, we have developed various theories attempting to explain the paranormal. As we know, our research only knows the color grey, as white and black don’t quite fit into its paradigm. Today, and in the past, we’ve tested these theories, having figured out that some of them seem to strongly fit within the paranormal field template. Others may not. However, as time goes on, new hypotheses are being developed and tested with the ultimate goal of understanding what constitutes life after death.
There are many classifications of ghosts, spirits and hauntings. Some of them are more prolific, occurring more often than others. However, these categories help to explain both the physical attributes and behaviors of certain spiritual energy types. It is important to remember that not all paranormal activity constitutes a haunting. Some energies are transient in nature, briefly passing through a location prior to moving onto the next. In order for a haunting to take place, a spiritual being has to have some sort of connection to the location. After reading this article, you will be more knowledgeable at comparing and contrasting the various types of ethereal beings.
Ghost versus Spirit: It is very easy to use these terms interchangeably. However, they are both similar and different. They can both manifest themselves and interact with the living. They both occur in various places that have seen happiness and sadness. Let’s start with ghosts, first. Another term for a ghost is an earthbound entity that essentially remains stuck in the mortal realm due to unfinished business, a connection to a location or object or for some other reason. Ghosts have not moved into the “light.” Sadly, some of them don’t even know that they’ve passed on. Sometimes, they continuously repeat their final moments before death. It is possible to help these beings move on into spirit; however, it usually takes time to do so. Then again, some earthbound energies choose to remain in the mortal realm for whatever reason. Spirits, on the other hand, are energies that have been able to find the “light.” Spirits have been able to find peace and are no longer stuck in the mortal plane. With this said, they have free will to travel to and from our world, usually to help out a friend or loved one. As you can imagine, spirits are more highly evolved than ghosts.
Residual versus Intelligent Hauntings: A residual haunt is similar to a psychic imprint. Residual ghosts and spirits do not interact with the living as these types are basically memory imprints onto the environment. They usually occur at specific time intervals or on important historical dates and anniversaries. Places that have experienced a lot of death, emotion, tragedy and/or triumph, typically have these types of remaining energy. Think battlefields, hotels, theaters, sanatoriums, hotels, schools, universities, etc. For example, a phantom cannon blasting off at Gettysburg represents residual activity. On the other hand, intelligent energies do interact with the living. Evidence suggests that these ghosts and spirits utilize their senses when communicating with the living. Their occurrences are random and/or dependent on who is interrelating with them. Intelligent hauntings do occur at the same types of places that residual ones do. Live two-way spirit communication via ITC devices, especially when answering specific questions, comprises intellectual activity.
Shadow Figures versus The Classic Shadow Person: It is very easy to confuse these two types of spiritual energy. We know that ghosts and spirits have different stages of physical manifestation. Witnessing an apparition with no legs or arms may be an example of a partial appearance. Furthermore, your sightings of wispy shadows or shaded human forms also fall under the umbrella of an unfinished manifestation. Thus, you can derive that grey and/or black shadow figure sightings comprise these particular ghostly displays. They can be either residual and/or intelligent and move very fast. Usually, they are spotted peripherally. An example of these types frequently occurs on the RMS Queen Mary in Long Beach, California, specifically in her former first- and third-class pool area.
The classic shadow person is an entirely different story. You see, it is theorized that these non-human forms are here to strictly observe the living. Some researchers feel that they are extraterrestrials or related to the Men in Black (MIB) sent through a wormhole to study human nature. Additionally, many investigators feel that they are menacing in nature. In fact, some people believe that they belong in the Djinn category where Western culture believes they are demonic beings. In regards to their physical attributes, they appear as either very short or tall, typically adorned in a long jacket or cape with a wide-brimmed hat. As with the previously discussed type, their movement is rather fast and we usually spot them peeking around a corner with peripheral vision. Furthermore, these beings are often described as being “darker than dark.” Also, witnesses have described feeling the sense of impending doom or extreme anxiety either before, during or after their sighting of a classic shadow person.
Doppelganger: A doppelganger is basically a spirit double. Witnesses who have experienced this phenomenon have reported seeing exact physical doubles of their person, even down to the same type of clothing they are wearing. Recently, I interviewed one of the security crew aboard the RMS Queen Mary and he shared how he saw a man identical to him walk out of one of the restrooms. One circulating theory regarding this type of ghost is that they are a harbinger of death. Some researchers, including myself, feel that these types have to do with parallel universes and/or dimensional time shifts. One intriguing historical account has to do with Queen Elizabeth I. You see, she actually saw her spirit double laid out on her bed. Shortly thereafter, she passed away on that same bed!
Crisis Apparition: Crisis apparitions appear usually just before or just after someone’s death. This phenomenon can also relate to a doppelganger, where some people actually see their spirit double around the time of their demise. These sightings can either be disturbing to the observer or provide them comfort. There seems to be a telepathic link between the crisis apparition and its observer. Additionally, these types of energies may actually appear as they looked the moment they passed away. I have talked with a few people who have witnessed seeing their loved one’s spirit just before their death. Note that the observer and his or her loved one typically do not live in the same house or even the same city when this happening occurs. You have probably heard the story of someone seeing their grandmother’s spirit and receive a phone call about her death just minutes after.
Lower Level Entity versus Malevolent Entities: Although there are similarities between these two types of phenomena, there is a significant difference. Lower level entities are the energies of once living people who were “not so nice” in life. Thus, they continue on with the same personality traits in death. Typically, murderers, pedophiles, psychotic individuals and those who lived a very unhappy life fall into this category. However, malevolent energies are theorized as being non-human entities (demons, Djinn, some elementals) that can possibly cause harm to humans. Personally, I always feel that light cancels out dark and that you have to give these types of energies power to inflict harm. Extremely vulnerable people may be more afflicted by these types of energies. Malevolent energy is extremely rare. Additionally, some researchers, including myself, feel that some of these very negative types correlate to tulpas or human thought projections actually coming to life. For example, is it possible that peoples’ ill feelings toward others manifest themselves in the form of a malevolent entity?
Animal Ghosts: There have been many sightings of animal ghosts. Typically, this is most common with horses, dogs and cats. Many people, including myself, have had experiences with seeing their beloved animal’s spirit or perhaps, its favorite toy(s) moving of their own volition. A lingering question remains: Can all animals appear to us in spirit form? Plausibly, yes. However, it is believed that the higher the animal’s intelligence, the greater chance for it to materialize in ghostly form. They can appear fully manifested or come through as wispy grey tones. The Whaley House in San Diego, California, is home to a ghost dog named Dolly. Dolly was owned by the Whaley family. Today, visitors to the home report seeing a phantom dog running around or experience being licked on the leg by an invisible force. Furthermore, people also report hearing Dolly’s voice inside the house or in the backyard. The San Diego Paranormal Research Society (SDPRS) conducts monthly tours at the Rancho Buena Vista Adobe in Vista, California. The team has experienced hearing the invisible specter of a horse as well as smelling hay throughout the property.
Tulpas and Thought Projections: Human energy is very powerful and when combined it can create a formidable force of energy. Tulpas can be described as peoples’ thought forms actually generating a life of their own. There seems to be a link between psychokinetic energy and thought projections. There are even cases where researchers’ clients strongly believe that a ghost or spirit exists when in fact, it really doesn’t. After a while, the PK energy is so strong that their beliefs actually develop. As previously mentioned, could tulpas actually be the cause of many negative and/or malevolent types of hauntings?
Extraterrestrials and Ultraterrestrials: In my opinion, people have to be extremely egocentric to think that humans are the only life forms in the universe. There are existing galaxies that haven’t even been identified yet. Extraterrestrials (ETs) are living beings not originating from earth. One prolific theory postulates that many paranormal encounters may in fact be other distant life forms attempting to communicate with humans on earth. Ultraterrestrials are not as understood. They are believed to be higher evolved beings that possibly live among human life and other life forms. They can be linked in with some elementals, fairies, gnomes, sprites, etc., and live in dimensions that we don’t yet understand. Is it possible that they travel through wormholes, possibly explaining why they suddenly appear and disappear? Is UFO activity the product of extraterrestrial, ultraterrestrial visitations or both? Is it possible that some of these beings take on human form when manifesting to us? Are they here to observe or interact with the living, or both? Indeed, more research needs to be done to better ascertain these types of beings.
Portal Hauntings: A portal can be described as a bridge from our world to the next, where energy in the afterlife can travel to the mortal realm. It is thought that ghosts and spirits may travel through them, but who is to say that extraterrestrials, ultraterrestrials and/or other beings cannot come through? There may be life forces that we don’t yet know about that come via portals. Many places with these alleged bridges experience consistent amounts of anomalous energy. The idea of having doorways, which lead to another world have been conjectured for thousands of years. I wonder if there is a possibility for a portal to gain energy that parallels the expansion of paranormal knowledge and research. Are portals also influenced by psychokinesis? The RMS Queen Mary is thought to have this passageway inside its former first- and third-class pool room. However, I feel that the entire ship is a doorway to the afterlife. There may also be a link between Ley Lines and portals as they seem to connect to consecrated areas. Obviously more research needs to be conducted to see if places along these geometric alignments also contain these bridges to the afterlife. Could it be that the alignments, themselves, are the portals?
Poltergeist: Defined as a “noisy ghost,” poltergeist energy may not even be ghosts at all. There is a strong link between telekinesis, psychokinesis and poltergeist activity. You see, it is thought that the emotional whirlwinds and extreme stress of people, typically those of a pre-pubescent or pubescent teenager, are powerful enough to move various objects, big or small. Signs of this type of phenomena are varied and include random noises (bangs, rapping, scratching, tapping, thumping, etc), apports (the ability of an object to manifest out of nowhere), objects appearing or reappearing, electrical and/or plumbing problems, erratic emotional states, all the way to possession. As the human agent’s emotive states increase and strengthen, so does the activity. It is almost as if a person’s anxiety, stress and emotions manifest into life forms.
Sleep Paralysis: It is theorized that people living in or visiting places with supernatural forces may be more prone to sleep paralysis. Those who are prone to this disorder usually have underlying stress, disruptive REM sleep cycles, sleep deprivation, or are under the influence of illegal and/or pharmaceuticals, and fatigue. In this state, people are usually hypnagogic (just falling asleep) or hypnopompic (awakening state) and cannot move any part of their body. The senses of fear, anxiety and impending doom are common in this sleep disorder. It is usually accompanied by hallucinations and/or terrifying sightings of figures looming over the bed. Furthermore, some individuals report incubus or succubus attacks. Are these hallucinations real or are they the product of a person’s emotional states? Interestingly, some scientific researchers believe that alien visits occur during this slumber state. The patho-physiology of sleep paralysis is still quite misunderstood and various speculations exist regarding its etiology.
Angels and Higher Beings: Every culture on earth has its own belief system regarding angels. Although there are different classifications of angels and higher beings, it is thought that they originate from higher dimensions. They are immortal, eternal creatures crafted by the gods. They are important when conducting spiritual work as they are thought to operate with love and light. Additionally, some researchers have theorized that these non-incarnated beings are part responsible for spiritual awakenings that have happened in recent years. Primarily working in the emotional plane, angels are responsible for guiding humans and even elemental energies in certain aspects of their lives. For example, those that work alongside the Archangel Michael specialize in protection and faith. For those who have had encounters with these higher beings, they describe feeling an intense warmth and peace, sometimes visualizing a whiter-than-white presence around them. Then again, some sightings of these entities match those depicted in mainstream society – replete with a bodily form and wings. Some people believe in guardian angels, where one of these positive entities is assigned to a particular person, helping him or her throughout life (spirit guides). Even though most angels are benevolent toward humans and elementals, some are thought to exhibit malevolent behaviors.
Men in Black (MIB): More along the lines of ufology, Men in Black are supernatural beings claiming to be government agents. Most often, they are seen with slick black hair while adorned in a black suit and dark shaded sunglasses. Like the classic shadow person, MIB are thought to observe and study the living. Some people feel that they, too, have a menacing and intimidating presence. The theory is that they harass UFO witnesses in an attempt to “shut them up.” There are many reports from witnesses claiming that they’ve come into contact with the MIB. Interestingly, the majority of eye witnesses claim to see two or more MIBs present during their sighting. The first report of MIB came from a man by the name of Albert Bender, who formed the International Flying Saucer Bureau. He was apparently visited by three MIB, who told him that he was getting “too close to the truth.” After that visitation, he shut his organization down.
With this, we will start to notice particular patterns in regards to the various types of supernatural energies. It is my hope that each researcher keeps a journal and logs relevant experiences and observations while conducting his or her investigative projects. We need to share our ideas, philosophies and discoveries as they will help to further assist us in our general understanding of ethereal beings.
Hopefully, after reading this article, you have a better overview understanding of the various types of ghosts, spirits and hauntings. Paranormal research is an ongoing process and within time, we may acquire both personal experience and captured evidence of other life forms that we don’t yet know about. As the galaxies are infinite, it would make sense that other beings are, too. In addition to acquiring knowledge about the supernatural, people have to be willing to share their encounters, theories and methodologies. Only then, will we be able to start further connecting the puzzle pieces. Next time you are standing on a sandy beach, think about what’s remaining to be studied, examined and unearthed.
Written by Nicole Strickland
Paranormal researcher, author and public speaker
Glen Tavern Inn
Glen Tavern Inn Article
Written by Nicole Strickland
Paranormal Researcher, Author and Lecturer
Known as the “Citrus Capital of the World,” Santa Paula is a city in Southern California’s Ventura County. It is named after Catholic Saint Paula. Located along the Santa Clara River Valley, the area’s first inhabitants were the Chumash Native Americans. In 1769, when Gaspar de Portola and his Spanish expedition set foot on California territory, they migrated through the area, setting up camp on August 12th. With the founding of the San Buenaventura Mission, Portola’s Franciscan missionaries became quite active in the region, founding an Asistencia.
Many consider Nathan Weston Blanchard to be the founder of Santa Paula as in 1872 he purchased 2,700 acres for his new town. The Union Oil Company commenced in 1890 after the unification of various small oil companies led by Thomas R. Bard, Wallace Hardison and Lyman Stewart. In the early 1900s, Hollywood found the area to be quite conducive to filming with Gaston Melles relocating his Texas-based Star Film Company to the region in 1911. Iconic actors, such as John Wayne, Carol Lombard and Steve McQueen sojourned at the inn. It has also been suggested that famed magician, Harry Houdini, spent the night at the location while traveling.
In addition to these noted facts relating to the city, the building of the Glen Tavern Inn is still considered the most iconic piece of history relating to Santa Paula. In fact, the building is aptly situated on various Chumash villages and campsites that lie adjacent to the creek and above the Santa Clara River. Due to the rapidly increasing oil industry and need for accommodations, the Bungalow / Craftsmen / Tudor-style Glen Tavern Inn was constructed in 1911 by Crookshank & Summers, Hunt and Burns, a firm quite well-known for its monumental properties throughout coastal California. Known as “The Little Potter,” visitors were able to seek and find first-class lodging, delectable food and adequately equipped, hospitable treatment. Having survived both the good and bad, the historic structure is listed on the National Register of Historic Places.
One of the early Glen Tavern Inn brochures specified that the three-story edifice consisted of 44 rooms, a bar, dining facility; pool and spa rooms. J.N. Crane was the proprietor of the structure by 1917. With the advent of WWI draftees in Ventura County, a special banquet took place with dancing located in the large, decorated lobby. Just two years later, the region was plagued by a potent influenza, which caused all hotels and restaurants to temporarily shut down. It was during 1919, when Mr. and Mrs. Charles D. Estep bought the property; in 1921, world-renowned composer and pianist, Ignace Jan Pederewski checked into the inn.
In March of 1928, Santa Paula was the victim of ferocious flooding as the St. Francis Dam malfunctioned. As a result, the Glen Tavern Inn was temporarily utilized as a possible morgue for the deceased and provisional shelter for displaced individuals. Furthermore, this historic abode has survived fires, other floods, murders and even suicides – events all culminating into a deeply historic tapestry.
History and the paranormal are so intrinsically intertwined; as a result, it is no wonder that the Glen Tavern Inn is one of California’s most haunted abodes. These historic occurrences have, in a way, left a psychic imprint of times gone by on the property and in part, is why the structure is so well known to paranormal researchers. Intriguingly, the property’s third floor is rumored to have consisted of a gambling parlor and house of ill-repute. The legends attached to the third floor include that of a beheaded prostitute and a cowboy named Calvin. According to many, various ghostly activities at the inn come from various historical time periods allowing the living to tap into a past event in history.
Rob Wlodarski, the founder and director of the International Paranormal Research Organization (IPRO), is a noted author, archaeologist and historian, having worked on various cultural resource projects in Santa Paula since 1972. As a cultural resource consultant for the City of Santa Paula, Rob and his team have conducted fifty-plus paranormal investigations inside the historic edifice, having permitted access to several buildings and other locations within the city.
In regards to the paranormal, Wlodarski states, “Over the years, I have documented shadowy figures, a screaming woman, phantom children playing on the stairs, doors that will suddenly slam shut, door knobs that will jiggle when no one is occupying the room and strange gusts of cold air.” Phantom smells have been documented, such as the aroma of alcohol and tobacco. Upon the varnishing of the second floor landing, phantom imprints of a small left foot would appear without a beginning or ending and would continue to do so after each coat of varnish.
With rooms 201 – 208 undergoing restoration after a fire, the IPRO concentrated on the second floor during a paranormal research project. It was during this time that team members heard a loud disembodied female scream, which was also captured on an analog tape recorder. The team was not able to come up with a logical explanation of the ghostly scream. It was relayed to IPRO that a woman committed suicide at the end of the hall.
Brandon Alvis, talented filmmaker and founder of the American Paranormal Research Association (APRA), feels that there is a specific type of energy on the property that attracts certain people. He feels that the location’s energy seems to influence those who are enduring a rough period in their lives. In fact, upon moving there, he was told that the inn will “make you or break you,” a sentiment he has come to truly believe. Sadly, some individuals that took up residence at the Glen Tavern Inn never made it out.
Brandon has spent many years researching the iconic property. In fact, after residing at the Glen Tavern Inn for over two years, he shares one common supernatural experience: the disembodied voices of children. On numerous occasions, Brandon has heard the voices of a young boy and girl in the lobby; second and third floors. Rob even relayed that he, too, has heard the spiritual giggles of a young male and female child on the second floor.
After several years of supernatural investigations on the property, it is theorized that at least 15 spirited entities reside at the inn. Rob mentions witnessing a man in period attire walk between rooms 306 and 307 before vanishing through the locked exit door. Another investigator reported seeing an apparition in what appeared to be a chef’s hat with arms folded across its chest. He further discusses how the sense of being watched by unseen eyes is so strong as well as water and shower faucets turning on of their own volition. In regards to the locale’s paranormal hot spots, Brandon feels that the second floor and the lobby have the most disturbances; however, activity is known to take place at anytime and anywhere within its confines.
Brandon further echoes that, “From my years of living within the walls of the Glen Tavern Inn, I can tell you that there is a specific type of energy that attracts certain people. Over that span of two years, I am aware of two deaths that took place in the building – two deaths that seem to be a familiar trend of those living at the inn.” Various individuals have documented and continue to document photographic and light anomalies; apparitional sightings; mists; temperature drops; environmental meter spikes; both disembodied vocalizations and captured electronic voice phenomena. In fact, some of the audio captures suggest the presence of at least three ethereal children and various male and female ghosts.
In regards to approaching a paranormal research project at the Glen Tavern Inn, Brandon feels that the location is an interesting locale for the fact that not one particular methodology seems to work best. He believes that the inn and its ghostly residents appear to work on their own time; allowing their ethereal forms to be heard and seen with the living individuals they choose to interact with. He shares that APRA has conducted multiple experiments on the second and third floors to no avail.
“I would describe the Glen Tavern Inn as a charming place that will make you feel welcome with open arms. It’s not until you settle down as time passes that you will see the true colors of this strange location,” Brandon goes on to say. One day, he hopes that he and his team will be able to tell the true story of what it’s like to “…live in the walls of such a strange and ugly place.”
Written by Nicole Strickland
Paranormal Researcher, Author, Speaker
This is It, Baby! - PSA Flight 182
This is It, Baby!
Reflections on Pacific Southwest Airlines Flight 182
“This is it, baby! Brace yourself! Mom, I love you!” – the last physical set of words echoed by captain James McFeron and first officer Robert E. Fox of Pacific Southwest Airlines (PSA) Flight 182 on its final descent into San Diego on an unusually warm Monday morning of September 25, 1978. At 9:02:07 a.m., America’s Finest City changed forever as the jet liner N533PS with a smile across its face met its untimely fate in the quiet suburb of North Park at the intersection of Dwight and Nile Streets.
About nine minutes prior, the PSA Boeing 727-214 airplane entered San Diego’s skyline with 135 passengers and crew aboard when the unspeakable occurred after a customary scheduled flight from Sacramento to San Diego via Los Angeles. Thirty-seven passengers on this particular flight were regular PSA employees who were flying for free. Many of them were either San Diego or Los Angeles residents who were traveling to Lindbergh Field to attend an operations training colloquium.
Established in 1972, PSA, or the “World’s Friendliest Airline” worked to mimic the “swinging 60s” and had recently expanded to offer services throughout the state of California. With the “Catch our Smile” theme, its planes showcased the epitome of bold colors, consisting of fuchsia, orange, red and white stripes along with confident PSA logos, a black-button nose and smile.
On the hot, Santa Ana morning of September 25th, as one of the proud “Grinningbirds” of the PSA line made its final approach toward Lindbergh Field just 4,000 feet above, a Gibbs Flight Center Cessna N7711G, rapidly ascended at 120 mph, approximately 1,300 feet below when it struck and was taken down by the larger jet. Just a couple of agonizing seconds ensued when McFeron uttered the heart-wrenching, poised words, “Tower, we’re going down; this is PSA.”
Inside the small Cessna cockpit sat 35-year-old United States Marine gunnery sergeant David Lee Boswell and Martin Kazy, who was the proud owner of a commercial pilot license with years of certified flight instructor experience. The former was learning the components of the ILS or Instrument Landing System. A little known fact held that Lindbergh Field was the only airport in the city’s vicinity equipped for ILS certification training. Thus, the Cessna was coerced to contend with the Boeing aircraft for air space above the airport. On-board transponders signaling both planes’ headings, altitudes and glide paths were connected to dashboard-supported ILS instrument gauges. However, even with these technological aides, the eventual outcomes for each proved to be tragically futile.
The course of events to happen just moments after impact left a permanent mark on the souls of all San Diegans and those across the United States as the happy, smiling PSA aircraft violently crashed nose-first, just 80 feet northeast at the crossroads of Dwight and Nile Streets. The reverberating impact and towering inferno as a result subsequently took the lives of seven on the ground and was forcibly albeit reluctantly witnessed by many. The sheer magnitude of this collision along with the thousands of gallons of jet fuel initiated an imposing shock wave on the San Diego Museum of Natural History’s seismograph.
After colliding with the PSA jet, the little Cessna and its two souls aboard rapidly fell toward earth as the 110-ton plane impacted and flipped the 2,100-pound Cessna upside down right into the PSA aircraft’s right wing. What ensued after collision tore the latter in half, resulting in the rupturing of one of its internal fuel tanks along the PSA jet’s right wing. Captain, first officer and flight engineer Martin Wahne grappled with the doomed airliner.
A sequence of ill-fated events occurred in the moments preceding disaster. In a way, we must thank both the Cessna and PSA jet as new and improved safety procedures and regulations arose out of this catastrophic misfortune. At 8:59:30 NAS Miramar duly informed Flight 182 of “traffic at twelve o’clock, one mile, northbound” to which McFeron replied, “We’re looking.” Further conversations moments after revealed that there were two smaller vehicles (both Cessnas) flying in front of and below the larger jet. McFeron was then mandated to “maintain visual separation” from any incoming aircrafts and to inform Lindbergh of his final approach. This meant that PSA flight crew had to maintain a visual on the Cessnas at all times without impacting them.
Flight 182’s descent was aided by Lindbergh Field whereas NAS Miramar was in charge of the Cessna’s (N7711G) approach. Just thirty seconds after 9:00 a.m., Boswell was notified of and acknowledged that “traffic at six o’clock [directly behind them], two miles, eastbound; a PSA jet inbound to Lindbergh Field, out of 3,200 [feet altitude that], has you in sight.” Just eight seconds later, Lindbergh updated McFeron that there was “traffic, twelve o’clock, one mile, a Cessna.” A quick exchange between McFeron and Fox revealed that “I think he’s pass[ed] off to our right,” or “I think he’s passing off to our right.” Air traffic controller statements suggested that he thought he heard McFeron say “passing,” which implied that PSA crew visualized the Cessna passing to its right.
As a result, Lindbergh control did not convey any addition information to PSA Flight 182.
Just before 9:01 a.m., further conversation between the PSA crew indicated their assumptions of the Cessna being out of sight; additionally, it was unclear whether their assumptions were regarding the Cessna 401 or the Cessna N7711G. Furthermore, the latter Cessna changed its course from 70 degrees to 90 degrees without letting Miramar know. This decision placed it in the direct path of the larger jetliner. Additionally, Boswell and Kazy did not have admittance to Lindbergh Field’s radio transmissions; perhaps, if they had, they would have probably been able to pinpoint their location relative to Flight 182. Thus, as you can glean, visibility was the core issue for both aircrafts.
Twenty-eight seconds past 9:01 a.m., Miramar was alerted of an imminent collision between the Cessna and PSA jet. It was revealed that Miramar chose to only notify the Cessna of “traffic in your vicinity, a PSA jet has you in sight, he’s descending for Lindbergh.” This transmission remained unacknowledged by both Boswell and Kazy. In utter amazement, PSA 182 and Lindbergh Field were not notified about Miramar’s radar-activated conflict alert warning, thus, contributing to the concluding destiny of both aircrafts.
Within minutes of the unbelievable impact, San Diego emergency crews rushed to the scene; a prospect surely mimicking the sights and sounds of war. In fact, there were hundreds of individuals who landed upon the location to offer whatever assistance they could. What they and North Park residents were coerced to see in the aftermath would soften the toughest of individuals. A quiet, tree-lined street with chirping birds and quaint houses just moments before turned into a scene of sheer disaster with towering flames, shattered pieces of jetliner and lifeless bodies. Years after this indescribable event, first responders, residents and fellow Southern Californians suffered with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and with good reason. Even in the present day, many individuals cannot go a day without being reminded of PSA Flight 182.
As a paranormal researcher and historian, I am drawn to locations that have witnessed utter tragedy and heartache. The intersection of Dwight and Nile Streets is one such site that I have visited on numerous occasions. On different days and evenings, I have spent considerable time here trying to offer consolation to the passengers and crew of flight 182, the two souls aboard the Cessna and those on the ground. It has been my personal mission to let them know that they are free from any pain and suffering associated with their last seconds in the physical. I have openly talked with each and every one of them; in my heart, I know they have heard me.
As Paranormal Underground Magazine has a supernatural theme, I will share that I have experienced some profound spiritual encounters at the crossroads of Dwight and Nile Streets. Some of the occurrences are so powerful and I keep them private in order to hold their respect and reverence. However, I will share one particular event that struck my very center: one morning, as I pulled up along the east side of Nile Street and parked my car, I noticed movement out of my right peripheral vision. When I glanced over in that direction, I saw a beautiful young stewardess adorned in her colorful PSA uniform. She appeared as she would have looked when boarding the flight as opposed to her eventual exodus; in other words, she materialized as whole without a scratch or bruise. Perhaps, the inherent message in appearing before my eyes was her way of letting me know that she’s “okay” and “at peace.” It is my sincere hope that all those who perished have or will soon be reunited with loved ones in the “light” and have found eternal love and solace. On one of my recent visits to this location, I sensed an overwhelming feeling of peace unlike that of other times.
I am sensitive to any tragedy; however, I have been exceptionally rocked and saddened by the crash of PSA Flight 182. Perhaps, there are elusive reasons as to why, those that I don’t really need to know or understand. Interestingly, my mom was pregnant with me by one month at the time of this disaster. Several of my maternal relatives resided just a few blocks south of the impact. When I was in my primary years, I flew Pacific Southwest Airlines on a couple of occasions. I distinctly remember choosing to sit in the red, flower-adorned seats and looked forward to receiving my little PSA wings pin from one of the stewardesses. As with many others, I have fond memories with this airline as a young child. So, for these aforementioned reasons and those beyond, the story of flight 182 really hits home.
It's entirely possible that what those souls felt in their last breathing moments on the planes was unlike what those felt on the ground. I would like to think that their fear was overshadowed by hope; by the many prayers and by the conviction that they might make it. I imagine the feeling was, perhaps, similar to driving up Santo Road in my mom’s neighborhood of Tierrasanta, San Diego in the wake of the 2003 wildfires, not knowing whether I would see her house or a pile of ruins. I held onto hope.
In their final physical moments, they, too, held onto hope at the same time as feeling a sense of surrender – surrender to the free fall, to saying goodbye to the physical world. They held hands, they prayed, they cried, and they loved each other during those last few moments of their lives. I would like to think that their souls left their physical bodies before impact and peacefully passed and landed in the arms of God.
James McFeron and his flight crew were unwavering heroes in their last seconds on earth; their courageous and calm composition in the face of impending disaster is nothing short of pure admiration. Every soul that sadly departed the physical world on that fateful day in 1978 lives on in our hearts, memories and every jetliner that flies among the skies. Their accomplishments and devotion to their family, friends and work will always be remembered with high esteem. Even though I am just one person among many, this article is my way of honoring their legacies.
A memorial ceremony is held every year on September 25th for those who tragically slipped the surly bonds of earth at 9:02 a.m. in 1978. It’s a time for family, friends and fellow San Diegans to come together and commemorate all those who were lost but not forgotten. A memorial plaque showcasing the names of the departed sits underneath a tree in front of the North Park Library, a tangible reminder to hold them close in our hearts for eternity. Let’s remember that the 135 souls aboard, including the two in the Cessna and the few on the ground, flew with a set of wings and departed with a set of wings and it is my hope that they are soaring high among heaven’s pastures.
PSA Flight 182 – Always in our hearts!
Written by Nicole Strickland
Paranormal Researcher, Author, Lecturer
Reference: Bevil, Alexander D. “Memories That Will Never Go Away – The Crash of Flight 182 and its Aftermath.” The Journal of San Diego History 63, no. 3+4 (2017)
Children and the Paranormal
Children and the Paranormal
Written by Nicole Strickland
Paranormal Researcher, Author, Lecturer
Paranormal research is an ever-evolving field with new developed theories, tested methodologies, technological developments and further understanding of what constitutes life after death. The interest in this field is not limited to the adult population; we are seeing an influx of children of all ages commencing an intrigue in ghosts, spirits, hauntings and the afterlife. This is important not only for the future of supernatural research but for how our future generations examine and study the field at large.
The lingering question is how we go about educating our youth as many aspects of the paranormal are not considered age appropriate. There are various debates among today’s paranormal researchers on whether we should even attempt to educate young children on ghosts, spirits and hauntings. In my opinion, I don’t recommend investigative practice until a child reaches the age of maturity or 18-years-old by society’s standards, unless, of course, it is during an adult-monitored educational course. However, I do think it’s useful to educate boys and girls about general paranormal research practices, classifications of ghosts and hauntings, spiritual protection, etc., especially if that particular child expresses a substantially consistent intrigue in the realm. Furthermore, this is especially imperative for those with innately intrinsic psychic / empathic abilities as they move through life with the capacity to communicate with the dearly departed. It’s how we construct and go about educating that truly matters as successful teaching methods will positively reach our future paranormal investigators.
There are many supernatural researchers, including myself, who offer age friendly classes for kids who want to learn more about what goes bump in the night. One such course is taught by Oregon Ghost Conference President Rocky Smith and Aaron Collins, lead investigator of NW Paranormal Investigative Team based out of the Portland, Oregon area. One of the purposes of their class is to educate kids about the paranormal, including various tools of the trade utilized in research practices. Aaron actually shows his young course attendees how to properly use various gadgets and provides them hands-on training. After that, both Rocky and Aaron take the children to a certain conference location known to have spiritual activity and assist them in conducting an investigation. Of course, they invite parents to come along, too.
“Sometimes, we actually make contact with spirits with our equipment and the kids get very excited along with their parents,” Aaron goes on to say. He further echoes that, “children are more susceptible to seeing and experiencing spirit activity than adults at times, as their minds are pure and untainted.” If I may personally elaborate, kids lack the heavy ego that often pollutes the field of supernatural research.
After the investigation is completed, the children regroup back in the classroom to discuss their findings and past experiences. Aaron and Rocky have found that even the boys and girls who are very shy tend to open up and share their past encounters with the paranormal. One of the take-away points of their popular course is to warn kids to never conduct an investigation on their own and always have a well-trained investigator on hand. The feedback from the children and parents has been phenomenal; thus, why Aaron and Rocky continue to offer this class each year.
“If I can help just one child, then I feel that I have done my job,” Aaron relays.
Some boys and girls have an innate interest in the afterlife from birth whereas others develop an intrigue later in life. Some of our youth are born with inherent intuitive abilities often classifying them among the Crystal, Indigo or Rainbow Children, which you will read about in later paragraphs. Of course, an understanding of overall child cognitive and psychosocial development is crucial in order to successfully support a child’s overall intrigue in the supernatural. Adequately fostering children’s growth through these stages is not only beneficial for social, emotional and intellectual development but for the spiritual maturity of each child as he or she moves through life.
Colleges and universities educate about both Jean Piaget’s theories of child cognitive development and Erik Erikson’s beliefs regarding the psychological development of human beings. If boys and girls successfully graduate through each stage, they will be more prepared to face and seamlessly transition through the others. Let’s delve deeper into these phases and examine how a child might perceive, understand and/or react to paranormal and spirit phenomena. Note that it is imperative that adults understand the learning implications of these phases so they can be better adept at nurturing a child’s growth though them. In other words, success or failure at each stage will directly affect the next. With healthy developments in intellectual, social, emotional and spiritual growth, a child will, of course, be more grounded when working with ethereal energy.
Jean Piaget’s Stages of Cognitive Development
1. Sensorimotor Stage (0-2 years): During this phase, infants primarily focus on what is immediately in front of them. They concentrate on what they are visually seeing and interacting with. Object permanence develops around seven to nine months, which is a sure sign of memory growth. This can positively affect their ability to experience psychical / spiritual phenomena as the experiences can be stored in their brain, which further affects how they will perceive these encounters at later developmental stages.
2. Preoperational Stage (toddler – 7 years): During this stage, children further develop language, memory and imagination. While they can’t yet differentiate between cause and effect, they will perceive fantasy as real. Therefore, in their minds, any perception of paranormal events will be real. Proper fostering of grammar will enable kids to better express the world around them. Natural intuition is strong and based on thinking so children in this phase may not be able to logically explain ghostly experiences.
3. Concrete Operational Stage (7-11 years): During this phase, children develop concrete, logical thinking with the ability to distinguish between reality and fantasy; thus, boys and girls can initiate understanding of paranormal events. Kids develop their understanding of the external environment and can comprehend that one’s own thoughts and feelings may differ from that of others. Additionally, they can start to examine their past ghostly experiences from a cause and effect standpoint.
4. Formal Operational Stage (11 years plus): Children can now start to think abstractly and form hypotheses; they can examine their surrounding environment in hypothetical ways. In regards to paranormal research, they can postulate new theories and attempt to test existing ones. Furthermore, children can initiate their own individual studies of the paranormal realm with the ability to comprehend various concepts.
Erik Erikson’s Stages of Psychosocial Development
1. Trust vs. Mistrust (0-1.5 years): When parental guardians provide reliable and trusting care, babies will start to have trust in their caregivers. Conversely, if they don’t receive adequate care and affection, they will learn to mistrust others and their environment. This will result in self-concept and self-esteem issues down the road. In order to function and succeed in today’s society, a person should feel confident in his or her abilities.
2. Autonomy vs. Shame and Doubt (1.5 – 3 years): With the development of new skills and abilities, children start to acquire a sense of autonomy and independence. If they are encouraged to develop these traits, boys and girls will become more confident and secure in contributing to society as older children and adults.
3. Initiative vs. Guilt (3-5 years): During this stage, children foster their interpersonal skills. If they are supported in their attempts to lead and make decisions, boys and girls will become more confident to do so as an adult. Conversely, if adults do not support a child’s initiative during these years, he or she will develop guilt and a lack of resourcefulness.
4. Industry vs. Inferiority (5-12 years): Children start to feel proud of their accomplishments. He or she desires to win approval by showcasing certain competencies valued by society. If boys and girls aren’t supported during this phase, they will doubt their abilities, lack confidence to achieve goals and therefore not reach their full potential during adulthood.
5. Identity vs. Role Confusion (12-18 years): An adolescent stage of development, teens foster a sense of self, personal beliefs, values and goals, the learning of roles they may participate in as adults, committing one’s self to others, and accepting others for their own individual beliefs. Without exploration of possibilities, teens will not learn how to fit in with society.
6. Intimacy vs. Isolation (18-40 years): Adults at this phase want to have a sense of commitment, care and happiness in a relationship. Avoiding this can lead to despair, isolation and depression. In regards to paranormal research, a person has to be mentally, emotionally and spiritually stable. Significant depression can cause an individual to be more vulnerable to the spiritual realm and even lower level entities.
7. Generativity vs. Stagnation (40-65 years): Adults start to develop their sense of self in the big picture (career, family, etc.) and give back by contributing to society. By failing to do this, people can feel stagnate and unproductive. Studying the supernatural realm, as with other fields, is a way to learn more about our world and galaxies beyond by contributing to society.
8. Ego Integrity vs. Despair (65 years plus): This is a recollective phase as adults look back on their lives and contributions or lack thereof to society. Despair and hopelessness may occur if they don’t feel like they have led a successful life. The goal is to have a sense of closure and completeness and accept death without fear. People at this stage may even start to become more interested in the paranormal as they contemplate their own mortality.
The take-away point for each of Piaget and Erikson’s stages is that development or lack thereof at each stage directly affects the next. Thus, there should be successful growth at each phase in order to fully develop one’s own cognitive, emotional, social and spiritual growth.
Perhaps, by a cosmic shift, there is an ever-increasing interest in the study of paranormal phenomena in today’s world; as we know, this intrigue is not just limited to the adult population. Children and teens are showcasing a desire to learn more about the supernatural realm and what constitutes life after death. Both adults and children are now made more aware of ghosts, spirits and hauntings whether it’s due to mainstream media’s focus, talk amongst peers or an innate interest. In regards to our youth, parents should be made aware of the key signs that their child is communicating with the spirit realm. Some of the prevailing indications include:
- Withdrawal from family / peers
- Changes in academics / activities
- Sleep disturbances / lucid dreaming / not wanting to sleep in a certain room
- Drawing unusual and/or unique pictures of people
- Preoccupation / spending time alone
- Sudden change of routine / wanting to go out at night with friends
- Sudden fear of a location
- Talking or gesturing with unseen forces
- Recalling information from deceased relatives or friends
- Big interest in studying the paranormal
- Extreme perception / sensitivity; signs of psychic ability
- Frequent illness / diagnosis of depression or anxiety
As parents, it is important to keep a positive attitude by keeping an open and healthy dialogue with your children in regards to their interest in or possible encounters with the other side. Provide a safe place when having a discussion and try not to lead the child; in other words, let him or her naturally talk and describe what he or she is experiencing. Never ridicule a child for his or her intrigue in the paranormal nor make he or she feel inferior or weird because of his or her encounters.
Parents of intuitive and psychically inclined children should aptly learn about the innate traits of Crystal, Indigo and Rainbow Children. Sadly, it is often that these types of kids are mislabeled and diagnosed with mental disabilities or emotional disturbances. For this very reason, teachers and support staff should be educated on these psychic traits and how they can look similar to or replicate a medical diagnosis, such as Attention Deficit Disorder or Autism. When psychically inclined children are put in a situation where they either don’t understand their natural gifts and/or can’t healthfully express them, they often act out in various ways, thus causing a parental guardian or teacher to assume something is “wrong.” What’s sad in this case is that a child’s gifts are labeled as negative due to complete misunderstanding when all along they should be looked at as innately beautiful.
Nancy Ann Tappe is widely known for her studies of Indigo children. After 1980, she found that 80% of children were born with indigo-colored eyes, similar to the third eye chakra responsible for regulating clairvoyance or the ability to see ghosts and spirits. Kids with Indigo traits are often labeled as aggressive, hyperactive, possessing the “warrior persona” with the intent to break down old systems and bring restorative integrity to the world. Boys and girls in this category are extremely perceptive, telepathic with natural leadership abilities. They have both right and left-brain alignment with sensitivity and psychic aptitudes. They are often categorized as “old souls” as they possess wisdom beyond their years. Sadly, these boys and girls are often diagnosed with ADD, ADHD, emotional disturbance, oppositional defiant disorder or even Autism. In fact, to combat this, Nancy came up with the term “awe-tistic” and ADHD acronym “Attention Dialed into a Higher Dimension.”
Blue-Ray children are the forerunners of the crystal kids. They usually evolve very early and are often seen teaching other youths at a very young age. With extreme telekinetic powers, they are quite aware of their mission on earth. Some of their traits include stubbornness, a unique love of language and travel and vivid imagination / dreaming. Determined souls, these boys and girls are exceptionally drawn to water and have a thriving love for animals.
The crystal kids are the newest generation of Rainbow Children who are typically labeled as having Autism and don’t communicate with the outer world according to society’s standards. But, communicate they do, just not according to what society deems “appropriate.” They are often labeled as having speech disturbances and delays, lack of physical abilities, and hypersensitivity to their surroundings. These children are known for their natural healing qualities, clairsentience (empathy) skills and compassion, who prefer to communicate via music, sound and/or sign language.
In a world of their own, these boys and girls are too often labeled as having Autism. In my opinion, Autistic traits should never be regarded as being weird or unusual; rather, with proper understanding of Crystal children, people will start to realize that these boys and girls offer something quite beautiful to the world. Once educational systems and parental guardians start to realize that Autism is a cosmic gift, only then will these children be allowed to develop, flourish and successfully complete their mission.
Savant Syndrome is a rare and extraordinary condition where people who are deemed to have mental or physical disabilities can showcase a certain level of genius in particular areas. Linked to having a massive memory, approximately 10% of Autistic-labeled children have this astonishing gift. Kim Peek is perhaps, America’s most famous Savant. The movie, Rainman, is based off Peek, which highlights his extreme memory capacity. At the ripe age of just 16-months-old, he started memorizing various books and vast amounts of information relating to history, literature, geography, statistics, etc. With the rare aptitude of being able to recall almost every detail he read, Peek was born with macrocephaly, or a condition with an abnormally enlarged head, cerebellum damage and agenesis of the corpus callosum or the absence of the nerve bundle that connects the two brain hemispheres.
Adults should develop awareness of various psychic abilities, such as clairvoyance, clairaudience and clairsentience, among others, as they will be better adept at recognizing these gifts in their offspring. Perhaps, find a local, reputable support group for other kids who possess intuitive abilities. Is there a well-respected paranormal investigation group that offers education for children? Some schools are even offering “paranormal clubs” for those who are interested in the supernatural. As always, boys and girls should be positively encouraged to grow their instinctive abilities and not be chastised for possessing their unique skills.
At a young age, boys and girls should be taught how to get in touch with their feelings and spiritual self through energy work, reiki or chakra cleansing. Just as with adults, they should learn about spiritual protection, meditation, grounding and centering techniques. When studying the paranormal, kids can learn about the classifications of ethereal entities and hauntings. They can befriend others or find a trusted mentor who possesses similar intuitive skills as this will naturally enable awareness and self-acceptance of their abilities. As always, it’s imperative that the child’s environment is conducive to his or her unique aptitudes – restful sleep, proper nutrition, elimination of toxins and/or added stress, etc. Remember that children can learn to understand, cope and utilize their gifts.
After reading all of this, it may come as no surprise to you that many paranormal research teams are seeing an influx of cases involving children. These cases may entail an active private residence where children are experiencing anomalies or they may be about educating parents and children about psychic gifts and how to recognize, cope and utilize them. Either way, there are various tips and suggestions for handling cases concerning youth. Here are some questions investigators can ask when taking on any such situation:
- Is the child’s experience innate or learned? Learned meaning that the child has heard parental guardians or other adults talking with each other about their odd encounters.
- Is the experience stemming from the child’s personal or external environment or another area of the home? If it is a child’s bedroom or playroom, first examine the space to determine if something natural to the location is causing concern. Do events happen only at night? Perhaps, it’s a case of “monster-under-the-bed” or fear of the dark. If a child is having experiences only outside of the home, perhaps there may be some form of anxiety or fear of school or social situations. Or, perhaps, the external location may be paranormally active.
- Are the child’s encounters backed up and supported by other witnesses? If so, this may suggest an authentic haunting of some sort.
- Are there any biological factors causing a child’s experiences? (medications, change of routines, changes in environment, stress, sleep disorders, puberty, excessive stimulation prior to bedtime, etc.) If so, first rule any one of these out as the cause prior to deeming a child’s encounters as paranormal.
- Children need daily routines and if any one of their routines is altered, it may cause significant stress, perhaps, making them more vulnerable to anxiety and heightened imaginations.
Again, never judge or ridicule a child for his or her alleged paranormal encounters and/or psychic skills. With parental guardian verbal and written consent, an investigator can interview a child regarding his or her experiences. If a very young boy or girl is involved, picture drawing may be the most beneficial. Once the picture is completed, you can ask the child questions about it, making sure to focus on the “what, when and where,” not necessarily the “why and how” as younger children won’t be able to understand. If you are dealing with a teenager, you can sit them down and interview them. Make sure to establish a safe and honest place for them so they can feel comfortable in openly sharing their experiences.
In closing, there are various ways we can help psychically inclined children to reach their full potential. Let’s start by getting rid of societal and/or medical labels. Start realizing that these kids are exhibiting a brand-new communication and social structure. We should stop medicating these children as it will only stagnate their intuitive growth and understanding. Remember that pharmaceutical treatments are more for an adult’s convenience, not necessarily for the child’s, especially when it concerns the fostering of spiritual growth. Children need to be taught how to successfully channel and utilize their amazing gifts, not be ostracized for them. We need to learn how to accommodate our newer generations and the natural evolution of human species. Remember that these groups of psychically inclined youth are here to spread peace, honesty and integrity throughout the world. Once we allow them to do so, we will undoubtedly see more infiltrated love, increased humility, cures for diseases, dissolution of animal extinction and world peace.
Written by Nicole Strickland
Paranormal Researcher, Author, Speaker
Hotel Del Coronado
Hotel Del Coronado and the Beautiful Stranger
General History of “The Del”
People from all over the United States have heard of the Hotel Del Coronado. A historic gem by the sea, the renowned hotel is located in the picturesque City of Coronado and a short distance from San Diego, California. As one of the last remaining luxurious seaside resorts, the Hotel Del Coronado continues to serve as the epitome of nostalgia. Back in 1846, the Coronado peninsula was a barren land as opposed to what it has become today: an exquisite village with million-dollar mansions, delectable eateries, vintage shops and of course, it’s iconic Victorian hotel.
When California became a part of the United States, the Coronado terrain was sold for $1,000 in 1849; once the Civil War came to a halt it was later purchased for $10,000. Elisha Babcock Jr., a railroad executive, arrived to San Diego from Evansville, Indiana in 1884. Along with his friend, H.L. Story, he envisioned how the stretch of land and climate could attract people from all walks of life. As such, a syndicate called the Coronado Beach Company was developed to purchase the peninsula and commence a thriving city. It was in 1885 when Babcock and Story bought the Coronado land for $110,000.
Promotional events took place with the aim of advertising San Diego as one of the most attractive places in the nation. Babcock envisioned building a resort that would be adequately known as the “talk of the Western world.” It was on Independence Day in 1886 when a community picnic celebration took place, signaling the start of an annual tradition that still exists today.
The Reid Brothers were the chosen architects for the construction of the hotel and resort. For the ensuing 40 years, local pioneers worked together to establish a modern city. The arrival of John D. Spreckels brought further fascination into the City of Coronado and its prized hotel icon. Babcock then persuaded Spreckels to financially subsidize the Coronado Beach Company. The latter managed the corporation and hotel via his San Francisco residence.
The Hotel Del Coronado underwent further renovations from June through December of 1902. This dawned a new era for the city with the arrival of Tent City along the Silver Strand. The mission of Tent City was to provide a social arena for Coronado’s residents, which included boating ventures, concerts, plays and vaudeville shows; however, 1939 brought an end to this era of vacation mindset. The hotel eventually went up for sale after the dissolution of World War II. Sadly, at this point, “The Del” was not the epitome of opulence it once portrayed.
The passing of time brought about new owners to the premises, including Kansas City hotel mogul Barney Goodman. Goodman instituted further renovations to the edifice, such as a fifth floor and the addition of fifty rooms. Upon his death, local entrepreneur, John S. Alessio, assumed ownership of the hotel in 1961. Alessio’s refurbishment contributions included the improvement of public areas and guest rooms. The original windows inside the iconic Crown and Coronet rooms were detached and replaced with massive plate glass varieties that are still present today.
The Hotel Del Coronado Corporation purchased the structure from Alessio. As the board’s chairmen, M. Larry Lawrence became the hotel’s sixth owner. It was his design proposal that brought about the structure’s Victorian grandeur. Lawrence constructed the Grande Hall, big enough to accommodate 1,500 people. The number of guest rooms went from 399 to 689 due to the building of the Ocean Towers and further pool side development. Between 1963 and 1983, $40 million was allocated for restoration, repairs and the replacement of defunct machinery.
Today, people flock from all over the world to visit and/or stay at the Hotel Del Coronado. Guests and locals can choose from many activities, whether it be a relaxing walk along the beach, lunch or dinner at one of its prized restaurants and shopping in the many boutique stores. It’s always an impressive site as you drive down Orange Avenue and see the hotel’s red-roofed turrets as you inch closer to the grand edifice.
In addition to the beauty that older hotels bring, there’s typically a ghost story or two surrounding their historical charm. The Hotel Del Coronado is certainly no exception as many people, including myself, have encountered either apparitional sightings, eerie cold spots and disembodied vocalizations. As you might have guessed, the legendary hotel is listed as one of San Diego’s most haunted abodes, mainly due to one ghostly account: the story of Kate Morgan, also known as the “Beautiful Stranger” of the Hotel Del Coronado.
The Story of Kate Morgan aka “The Beautiful Stranger”
Provided as an excerpt from my book, San Diego’s Most Haunted-The Historical Legacy and Paranormal Marvels of America’s Finest City, here is the tale of Kate Morgan:
The story of Kate Morgan is perhaps the most popular spirited tale associated with the edifice. Kate Kathleen Farmer was born in Iowa on September 23, 1865, to George W. Farmer, an affluent miller and his wife, Elizabeth, who passed away shortly after giving birth. Having no surviving brothers or sisters, Kate was then primarily brought up by the males in her life, and it has been suggested that as a result, she turned out to be rambunctious and uncontrollable. In her late teens, Kate wed Tom Morgan on December 30, 1885, and the couple had one child by the name of Thomas who passed away just two days after his birth.
In 1892, on Thanksgiving Day, the young and beautiful Mrs. Morgan checked into the Del under the alias “Lottie A. Bernard.” She was alone and despondent when she arrived, having waited five lonesome days, possibly for her husband Tom Morgan. Sadly, just five days later, Kate was found lifeless on one of the exterior staircases leading to the beach. She was found to have a single gunshot wound to the temple, and it was later ruled that she committed suicide. The news of her demise became a national sensation, as her description and circumstances were telegraphed to police personnel around the nation. Tom sent a letter to the San Diego coroner identifying Lottie A. Bernard as Kate Morgan. The letter mentioned that her Iowa-based grandfather was Joe W. Chandler, and that he should be the one to receive her remains.
The situation surrounding Kate Morgan’s short stay at the Hotel Del Coronado continues to remain quite ambiguous to this day. Thus, the events preceding her tragic demise are not entirely based in fact, leading people to infer and formulate their own conclusions as to what transpired. The coroner’s inquest took place on November 30th, just one day after her youthful body was found. Witness testimonies have provided in-depth information about her actions and behavior during her sojourn at the Hotel Del Coronado. At the time of her stay, Kate seemed ill and depressed, and told hotel staff she was suffering from stomach cancer, possibly concealing the fact that she may have been pregnant. Oddly, she told employees to not worry about her condition, as her brother, who happened to be a doctor, was soon to arrive to help her. Kate even approached the front desk several times asking about her brother and when he was to arrive. As it turns out, this young, beautiful woman never had a brother; thus, most people feel that the man she was anxiously waiting was in fact her husband Tom.
It was determined that Kate Morgan resided in and worked at the Los Angeles home of L.A. Grant, where she went by the alias “Katie Logan.” She was reported to be a sufficient employee, always tending to her assigned duties. Her husband was known to be a gambler, a fact that concerned her at times. Another oddity is evident, in that she left for San Diego without her personal belongings, therefore suggesting she would soon return to Los Angeles.
As she traveled by train to San Diego, witness accounts disclosed that a woman matching her physical description quarreled with a man who left her en route. One of these eye-witnesses was a man named Joseph E. Jones, who documented that Kate and a man had a significant altercation. The man got off the train in Orange County, whereas Kate continued south toward San Diego.
Many rumors have circulated around Kate’s tragic death and still do so to this day. Almost immediately people wondered why she traveled to the ornate hotel alone, something that women of her time period rarely did. Some say she wanted to divorce Tom, especially since witnesses declared that she wanted to get some papers signed. It has been speculated that she committed suicide; however, others feel that she was the victim of a senseless crime.
Mrs. Morgan visited a gun shop in San Diego and purchased a .44 Bulldog. She may have arrived back at the Del between 6:00 p.m. and 7:00 p.m. later that night. A witness spotted her standing on her room’s veranda as she gazed toward the stormy Pacific Ocean. Perhaps her husband finally arrived at the hotel, where the couple further argued; however, the condition of her hotel room did not indicate a struggle of any kind. If Tom and Kate did argue, maybe he fired his gun at her head, ultimately ending her life. This scenario seems quite plausible.
The medical examiner testified that the bullet found lodged in Kate’s forehead came from a .38 or .40 caliber weapon, a bullet commonly associated with the Derringer gun that Tom carried on his person. Additionally, Kate was found to have been shot in the temple at an upward angle, indicating that she was standing a couple stairs above her assailant. Also, the positioning of her body on the staircase was not indicative of a self-inflicted wound. Her pistol was oxidized the following day, suggesting that her attacker washed his bloody hands in the saltwater ocean, then came back and strategically placed the gun underneath her hand so it looked like she committed the act.
Personally, I believe she was tragically murdered. Perhaps, her earthbound spirit remains at the hotel as a way to tell her story. I have talked to Kate many times, letting her know that there’s a better place for her, one with eternal love and peace. I hope she has heard me and understands that when she’s ready, she can move on to that beautiful place. Maybe she already has. Kate Morgan’s legacy is an everlasting part of the Hotel Del Coronado. What better place than, “The Del”?
Many people have documented strange accounts in her room on the third floor, which was numbered 302. Today, it’s 3327. The bed in the room sometimes shows a body imprint. The television has turned on and off seemingly by itself. Pillows have been neatly stacked and guests encounter bed sheets being ripped off them. Guests have experienced flickering lights, cold spots, phantom scents, disembodied voices and footsteps, the opening and closing of doors and belongings moved around. Individuals have even seen Kate’s full-bodied apparition adorned in a dark dress in various parts of the hotel, on the beach and on the stairs where her physical body was found.
I have had odd experiences in the hotel. I often experience the sense of being watched along with extreme nausea. This could be due to a high EMF (electromagnetic field energy), which can cause these symptoms. A couple of years ago, my friends Jim and Karen Frazier came down to Southern California for a visit. Their first stop was San Diego and a memorable stay at “The Del.” One evening on the way down for some cocktails, Karen and I noticed a white mist in the hallway where their room was located. It formed into a humanoid shape then vanished before our eyes. We both felt female energy. Did we encounter Kate in ethereal form?
Other Ghost Stories Associated with “The Del”
Other ghosts adorned in vintage attire have been spotted throughout the hotel, including phantoms clad in suits. In the gift stores, employees have documented items flying off the shelves. Concierge staff have heard disembodied whispered conversations. The ghosts of a little boy and girl have been seen peeking out from behind window curtains. Some paranormal activity is residual in nature and some intelligent. So, as the saying goes, some people have checked into this lavish hotel but haven’t checked out. In all honesty, if someone chooses to linger around, what better place than the Hotel Del Coronado?
By Nicole Strickland
Published in Paranormal Underground Magazine's West Coast Ghosts column
WEEKLY INFORMATION TO YOUR INBOX!
Intriguing content in your inbox. Advice, research and anecdotes on various topics, including paranormal research and awareness, supernatural phenomena, afterlife encounters, ghost stories, connecting with your soul, metaphysics, travel, writing and speaking and discovering your passions. Join my life's journey.